middle of dreaming


The blades of my scapula

fuse to the warm soft dewy olive 

of his chest. The holiness of our 

repeatedly devoted elbows 

has rubbed callous edges into round 

rose-burgundy gems along 

an outcropping of our holding. 


We are hugged closely to a 

golden hill on the ridgeline 

as an anemone attached to serpentine 

is washed over and back again 

by a sea of dreaming, 

a sea rushing through us too. 

I wonder if its fluid doing the dance 


or creature, swiftly around each tendril 

in soothing underwater violence rinsing 

repeatedly and disappearing 

as I roll over 

after his night laughter has woken me.


I tell him, 

with open wrinkled palms

how I realized 

I could bring us to the lake


we could swim in the narrow bowl 

of green mountains and their gray rocks

we would move as ink ribboned 

around our muscular limbs, time 

would hold us at the surface between water, 

trees, buzzing, water skeeters, 

minnows, stones, dirt, purple sky. 


All day I am struck

seeing from where she crouched on the shore 

on a rock wrapped in a towel 

after untangling her pale body over thick 

dark water, spread out like that

before collapsing 

to swim back, bouyed as a net 

tied between elements on all sides. 


The terrain of my body 

fresh from dream, 

blood turned to precious dusky ink, 

my shoulders twin mountains 

and lake, Willoughby, 

which is itself the girl 

of Sabin’s pasture, of ravens 

nesting in a slate quarry 

seen from above, 

of white 

stark sparkling 

winter

of a golden room 

with walls that ricocheted 

melody 

against us 

suns ago


revolving now as I wake 

to the delight 

of another body 

to another timeline 

pulled from the arms of dreaming 







here. 

Early morning,

In the loft, up the ladder, 

is the body in the bed. Is olive skin

that smells of salt. sailboat. 

Wide open window. Silver lupine 

fog. Wild radish. Bright

yellow mustard flowers. 

Bicep. Shoulder. Arrow. 

Bow. Turkey feather. Down 

comforter. Dark hair. 

A tall buck with antlers

who woke us up in the middle of 

the night, 

that we rolled over onto our bellies 

to peer out the window and watch 

walk away through night 

and nasturtium. 

Racoons. Barking foxes. Cold air. Breath. 

And the sound of the ocean 

filling the hollow 

between my sternum and yours 

between us and the shore.